Smile in Face, Tears in Heart.

He He Hello Guys!

Moody day in a cloudy day!

That's why i come with this entry, 

"Smile in Face, Tears in Heart".

Yes!

This is what happening to me.

Outside of me, I smile, I laugh, 

BUT

 Inside of me was full of tears.

Tears that i don't even know why.

Tears that only me, myself can feel.

Tears that other people can't see/feel.

Oh, it's hurt to have this feeling. It's hurt a lot. 

* bukan putus cinta, of course.

Entahlah.

Then, there's something that I just know today that makes me more sad, hurt me more.

My sister text me, she said :

"Mak masakkan anak menantu bihun sup sebab ingatkan diaorang nak balik Jumaat tu, tapi tak, diaorang tak balik. So, mak agihkan aje dekat jiran sebab takdek siapa nak makan."

Ya Allah. Sayunya hati ni. My tears drop like a waterfall.

Kesian Mak. Sakit-sakit kaki pun, boleh lagi nak masak. 

Mesti mak kecewa sangat, tapi mak tak suka nak tunjuk semua tu.

Mak like to pretend like "Oh, it's ok. It's fine."

But, inside Mak's heart, who knows kan?

Dear readers, if you were in my shoe, what would you feel?

Happy? Should I laugh? Of course not kan?

Haven't I have the right to feel sad? 

Haven't I have the right to get angry?

Entahlah.

"Smile in Face, Tears in Heart"

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I Am The Actor Of My Life! (^_^)

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#INTERELIANS!

He He Hello guys!

Memandangkan semester ni bakal sampai ke penghujungnya, so bertambah-tambah la busy aku..

Mana nak siapkan assignment, nak uruskan hal praktikal, nak buat mini tesis..

Haisyh, letih kalo nak ingat balik semua hal..

So, one way to release stress is to update my belog! Waduh, lama kot tak update..hoho

So,macam yang aku cakap tadi, memandangkan semester bakal sampai ke penghujungnya, maksudnye, perjalanan aku sebagai seorang pelajar juga bakal sampai ke penghujungnya..

*INSYAALLAH*

Dulu memang tergedik-gedik nak habis belajar tapi bila dah nak sampai ke penghujungnya ni, rasa macam sedih and sebak semacam..

Oh, aku akan merindui saat-saat manis, pahit, masam, kelat kat UMS ni.. :(

And the best part is to be one of the #INTERELIANS (International Relations Students)..

There's about 70 of us!
* Aku, Haje, Kiah, Fatin, Tirah, Huda, Zeera, Su, Za, Sarah, Faezah, Farah, Ramlah, Carolyn, Sarah, Emma, Santi, Ana, Arif, Nysa, Awin, Preschilla, Sazlina, Shazlin, Ray, Salbina, Eystar, Helmina, Hakimah, Syakira, Safiatul, Samsuria, Dina, Ain, Vik, Bibi, Nina, Yili, Wong, Raymond, Shadrach, Chandran, Dyra, Tikah, Faidhi, Bell, Azie, Rakhmi, Fitri, Iskmal, Ika, Wan, Izuan, Jamri, Edi, Felix, Zainus, Dayang, Shiqin, Waqin, Tasya, Sabri, Khairul, Adyviera, Roha, Hanisah, Syukri, Mazlan, Miselle..

Walaupun tak rapat dengan semua sekali, tapi still kami saling bertegur sapa..

Walaupun macam-macam hal yang jadi dalam kalangan coursemate, tapi still bagi aku, #INTERELIANS is the best and I'm proud to be one!

OH!

I will miss the class/tutorial session with them!

I will miss all the #INTERELIANS lecturers!
*Prof Md Noor, Dr.Asmady, En.Suzalie, En. Ramli, En.Wan, 
Puan Marja, Puan D, En. Rizal, En. Zaini..

And the most important thing is, I will miss the UNI life! :(

Ok la, malas nak bebel panjang-panjang..sebak rasa!

Some part of #INTERELIANS with En Suzalie..

#last class #last semester

Will miss you guys, alot! :(

Memories are present in everyone. It is hard to live without memories whether you are young or old- but older people in comparison hold more memories. No matter how far we travel, the memories will follow. Memories of friends should be always preserved like a fortune. Memories is the diary that we all carry about with us. But it is a very secret diary and no one else can read it.
Time spent, memories forged and experiences shared serve as bond that make friends sweeter and closer as years pass by.

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I Am The Actor Of My Life! (^_^)

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First Experience!

He He Hello Guys!

Missing me? hahaha..*perangai perasaan still tak hilang! :P

Ok, malas nak celoteh panjang dalam mukadimah..

Entri kali ni tajuknye First Experience..

First Experience ape ek? Becinta? Berkawin? Beranak? hahaha..

None of this sayang-sayangku semua..

As we all know, Malaysia baru jek menjalani #PRU13 kan?

And, I am one of the voters! Emm, aku undi parti mana? R.A.H.S.I.A......kikiki..

It was my first time though..Jadi, nak cerita sikit la pasal First Experience aku jadi pengundi! 

*bangga tau boleh mengundi.. :P

First Experience mengundi, perasaan-nye memang lain macam! All-in-One!

Terpinga-pinga ade, nervous ade, teruja ade, bangga ade..WHY?

Terpinga-pinga sebab kan ni first time nak ngundi, so macam taktau la proses die..
Nak kene beratur kat mana, buat apa, tunjuk apa semua!
Mujur ade orang lain yang datang awal daripada aku, so boleh ikut rentak orang lain le dalam menjalani proses mengundi..Chewah ayat tak boleh belah! haha..

Nervous pulak sebab takut nama takdek dalam senarai daftar pemilih..tak ke mangkor? hoho
Nak masuk dalam dewan mengundi tu, lagi nervous!

Time nak pangkah tu takyah cakap la..menggeletaq tangan habaq hang!
Pangkah pun herot berot tapi still nampak macam pangkah la..hahaha..

Lepas tu, agak teruja la coz it was my first time having the right to choose who will govern this nation..
Teruja la nak rasa macam mana feel mengundi tu..Plus, tak semua dapat peluang kan? hehe..
And trust me, lain macam betul perasaan bia mengundi tu..taktau nak habaq lagu mana perasaan dia..
Bunyi macam bangang jek statement ni kan? Tapi pecayalah! Memang perasan lain mcm la..haha

And, rasa bangga tu ade jugak! Sebab ape? Sebab dah berjaya mengundi!
And yes! I did it! I did voting! Yay me!
Aku bangga dapat menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai rakyat Malaysia! hehe..
Lagi bangga, bila tangan dah dicalit warna biru sedangkan orang lain masih menunggu giliran..
So, masa keluar bilk mengundi tu, sibuk nak show off tangan! Jahat kan?
Tapi, itu la yang aku buat..haha..

Ok la..That's all for now!
ADIOS..

p/s: Rumah dah siap, tapi pahat masih berbunyi..
Setengah orang masih sibuk post sana-sini pasal politik menujukkan ketidakpuasan hati..
Come on lah! MOVE ON! Wait for the next 5 years ok! :)

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I Am The Actor Of My Life! (^_^)

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#MayWishes!

He He Hello Guys!

Berminggu dah tak hupdate belog!

But still, blog aku putih bersih tak bersawang..haha 

Emm, lama tak hupdate sebab aku menghidapi satu penyakit kronik yang tak dapat diubati oleh mana-mana hospital iaitu penyakit M.A.L.A.S..

Jangankan nak update blog, assignment pun ke laut dah..

Wei, parah wei kalo ade penyakit gini..#ApePonTakBoleh..hohoho..

Memandangkan sekarang aku ade kat airport, takdek buat ape, so aku nak hupdate ler blog aku sikit..

Tapi sebelum tu nak bagitau yang aku akan balik Ipoh kejap lagi!

YES! YES! YES!

I'm Coming Home, I'm Coming Home, Tell Mak Abah, I'm coming Home..

Uiiii naaa, aku teruja, teruja, teruja! Ngeeee.. :)

Ok la! Let's start..

Biasanya, tiap awal bulan jek, mesti nak aku nak update pasal bulan-bulan punyer..

Tiap-tiap tahun cenggitu..OVER kan!? haha..

Emm, entry kali ni tajuknye #MayWishes!

Ha, celik pejam, celik pejam dah sampai bulan May dah kan?

InsyaAllah, tinggal sebulan lebih lagi sebelum abis belajar..Tak Sabar! hoho..

So, what's your #MayWishes? And what's mine?

Ha, disebabkan aku kebelakangan ni diserang penyakit M.A.L.A.S, so aku decide untuk takdek apa-apa wish la bulan ni!

Tu diaaa..Boleh nampak tak tahap KEMALASAN aku? Sampai nak ada wish pun M.A.L.A.S..hoho..

Patutnya nak buat wish untuk jadi semakin rajin bulan ni, tapi M.A.L.A.S lah!

Takut tak tertunai-tunai pulok! So, let it go with the flow jek la..hohoho..

Ok la, memandangkan takdek #MayWishes, so takyah la aku celoteh panjang-panjang..

That's all for now ye guys..

See you in the next entry! ADIOS.. :)

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I Am The Actor Of My Life! (^_^)

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